Temporary

The last few weeks was really hectic, I could barely study or eat because I was to busy attending meeting, interview and going to class. I thought I wanted that kind of life where I am so busy I have no time to think about my problem. Which is being away from home. It was never been easy being away from the people I love the most. But that busy life  was getting out of hand and I began to realise my own limit and that is why I giving up in one of my club and I also withdraw from the HiCom selection because I need to give my commitment to my first event. I talk more about it in my other post definitely going to do special post about that event. I seriously respect those people that can handle 2 or more event at a time. Like seriously woww. After given up from that two responsibilities, I started to have more time for myself. Doing the things I enjoy doing and also spend time with people I love. The one that got my back through ups and downs here in UTP.  I wanted to at least maintain my cgpa for this semester even though I’m joining event. I may have to lost some sleep but I think one day it will be worth it. With a little bit of patience and a lot of hard work, I know I can make it through this semester. May Allah ease each and everyone of us journey. ♥️

Family

Today is my last in Sabah. I’ve been in Sabah for the last 4 months because of my semester break.
 
I used to think how I want my life supposed to be but now I realise that some things cannot be change and it can only be accepted. To live a better life I need to make peace within myself first.

My parents tried their best to give me whatever I want and provide us with everything we need despite the hardship they are facing. It’s hard to put into words how much they’ve done to me because no words can describe that.

I pray that they live long enough to see me becoming a successful person because they deserve nothing but they best. I just hope during my 4 months with them, the feel thankful to have me as their daughter. I didn’t regret not taking any job during this sem break because I get to spend time with the rest of the family. I am also happy to see some of my friends working because I believe it will help them in the future but for me spending some time with my family during that time is my priority because it’s my one and only 4 months break. I believe that everyone make use of their 4 months break in the way they wanted. I am happy with my decision. For me, nothing worth more than making  my parents  happy.

I am so nervous for tomorrow flight, I hope everything going to be okay.

It’s going to be hard for both side but a girl got to do her thing and one day everything going to be so worth it. ♥️